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Prelude (String Trio)
01:01
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Just Had
the Strangest Sense of Déjà Vu
(Collage poem based on Will Newsome* and This Day Forever)
“The springtime curtains in
the living room caused it
also… and now a set of red
traffic lights peering out
through bare tree limbs.”*
Springtime curtains gather dust and fold
Around the blinds and rotting windowsills
Facing northeast, like a bashful sun
Deciding if today is too easy
A day to walk away,
Because the pines have been leveled and cut
Too short to keep out his rays.
What burns the eye as quickly as looking up
Touches any
Socket of memory
Against every barren limb
Reaching into its clouded sky, and then
Blazes through midafternoon. The worst yet
Will come like thunder, catching every songbird wherever
You crash and catch yourself, quarter flight,
Outside of dirty windows and blinds, back
Behind the wheel and spinning
Through green, speeding
Away before yellow turns red.
-M. DiVito
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2. |
A Bag Called Forgiveness
04:17
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This is not a weakness
This is me reflecting
Honest is as honest does
In a house made out of stone
I'm not passing judgment
This is me returning
What you give is what you get
So you never feel all alone
I carry this weight
Since it’s close to my heart
Won’t let a white coat poison
Ever tear us apart
Blood thicker than water
Never did learn to swim
Still, I jump back in
I carry these stones
Keep them all to myself
In a bag called forgiveness
But I never will forget
Something more than nothing
When nothing stands to reason
Numbing up all you know-how
Drowning your sins away
This is not becoming
This is not your ending
Still building up walls
Just to keep me out
Try pushing your shit away
I'm over paying for sins
Got no blood on my hands
But the hangman's coming
I'm labeled a man
Find me guilty
Give it all you think that it's worth
When I'm gone,
Things will only be worse
Still, I carry these stones
Keep them all to myself
In a bag called forgiveness
But I never will forget
Hang with the devil you know
My house is made of stone
God and Devil always by my side
So I never feel so alone
I want to shine my bright so I play with my dark
Steady to balance out the head and the heart
Digging through endings to get back to the start
And find myself again
I made my cross
Wood, hammer, and nails
Out of every sin,
Every time that I failed
Never asked to play savior
Never was a part of my plan
Nothing more than just a man
So I carry these stones
Keep them all to myself
In a bag called forgiveness
But I never will forget
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3. |
Star Chaser
03:33
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Mother, what have they done?
Lies lead the blind
Yet there’s so much left undone
Father, what’s this all for?
Starved brainwashed minds
Still feeding them war
We can’t move on with the wrong side of us
We’ll prove them wrong
With the stars inside of us
So I wait...
One day you’ve got to make up your mind
You know you’ve got to make up your mind
Brother, what have they done?
Poisoned our minds
Leaving us numb
We can’t move on with the wrong side of us
We’ll prove them wrong
With the stars inside of us
So I wait...
One day you’ve got to make up your mind
You know you’ve got to make up your mind
We can’t move on with the wrong side of us
We’ll prove them wrong
With the stars inside of us
Ohhhh
We can’t move on with the wrong side of us
We’ll prove them wrong
With the stars inside of us
So I wait...
One day you’ve got to make up your mind
You know you’ve got to make up your mind
Yes I know
Yes I know
Yes I know
You’ve got to make up your mind
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4. |
Tomorrow (redux)
02:26
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Could have been any reason
Should have meant everything and more
With every feeling contagious
And it's all for you
Fell apart at the right time
Too much, too soon
Maybe a little too late
With every feeling contagious
And it's all for you
It's all for you
So I'll just try to find
The beauty in all my disasters
Won't be tomorrow
Someday try to see
The beauty in all my disasters
It won't be tomorrow
It won't be tomorrow
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5. |
021019021819
00:33
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6. |
Suspended (End Time)
05:26
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The vessel is damaged
All of my fear rushes in
Chokes off the airways
Dances a chill across the skin
Years of life flashing
Telegraphed adrenaline
Turned slow motion sickness sorting out light from my sin
It’s okay to feel broken
To be scared sometimes
It’s okay to be broken this time
Suspended
The darkness is heavy
Weight of the world passes by
I’ve never been so far away
Yet so close to the end in my life
I dream of interstellar cavalcades
Aliens made out of light
Because this mechanical lifeline
Can’t save me this time
It’s okay to feel broken
To be scared sometimes
It’s okay to be broken this time
Suspended
Darkness bursts back to life
Ashes in skin
We are always together
Stardust and frequencies
Coming in clear
We are always forever
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This Day Forever Columbus, Ohio
From mid to late 2000's TDF toured the country, hundreds of shows with countless national acts. In 2010 tensions ran high and brothers Ken and Will Newsome decided an unofficial break was needed for the band...In 2019 Ken tragically passed away. In 2020-21 Will hit the studio recording his most personal work yet with producer Brett Hestla, and reforming the band in his late brother's honor. ... more
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